but it isn’t
the extra sunlight
and slow mornings
early entry to the most talked about
concerto, of the year
The red-butted bumblebees
are kissing the raspberry flowers again
and last Sunday, I witnessed the inaugural flight
of our beloved backyard Monarch
The kids have popped up
their red & gray, sleeps-4-tent
beside the undergrown strawberries
and the ripe breakfast radish
It isn’t summer just yet
but it feels something like it
It feels like cool morning garden walks
barefoot and curious
and warm to hot steppingstones
come long afternoon
It feels like just a handful of snow peas
eaten outside, tender with dinner
while the perfect purple chive blossoms
sing “put us on everything!”
It feels like writing poetry with the flowers
and hanging soft in the hammock
Like communing with the dead
and listening for the unfurling of a petal
once only a seed
It feels like the singular call of a Mourning Dove
and knowing it’s speaking directly with me
It feels like lettuce bouquets
and tailgate picnics
like pinked cheeks
and new friends
and
and
and
June
It feels like June
and maybe I mustn’t change my life after all
like Rilke & Oliver said;
maybe I need only listen for the echo
of my own beating heart.

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